The next child I will share
about, and I am going sort of by categories here, how we learned, and the types
of killings, this little girl is 11 today, she was 9 when she first talked. It
was a very painful thing when she first started to share the sex things. The sex
things are so harmful to the children and they are so embarrassed and it is so
personal to the children, and they know that they enjoyed that. They know that.
We had been through all that. She began to draw pictures of cats, and the cats
all had tails that were on the other side of the page, or their leg was
someplace else. As we began to work with her and talk, she said that she had had
to kill a pregnant cat. She first said that they had killed a pregnant cat. We
said how did you know it was pregnant. Well, she could not explain that, but as
we got into it, she confessed that she had had to kill the cat. And I asked her.
And her description was, "With a knife, I put it in her bottom, and twisted it."
Now you tell me, does a kid
know that? If I ask a kid how do you kill a cat, do you think they will say
that? Those are the kinds of details these children tell us. Later, and they
eventually cut the cat open, and that was how they knew the cat was pregnant.
And they eat parts of the cat, and the feces and the blood. And again, this was
just the beginning. It progressed, and the next time she had to kill a baby, the
same way -- put the knife in the bottom and twist. The baby was alive and he was
screaming. And that child hears that, to this day, and has nightmares and
flashbacks. And they cut the baby open, and they ate the baby. They do this, so
there are no bodies left, and they burn what is left and grind up the bones. And
she talked about that, pouring gasoline on the bodies and burning them in the
back yard. And I used to think that was nuts, but I have heard it enough times
now that I know it must be so. ...
We know there are mortuaries
involved, to cremate the bodies, and that makes sense. ...
The most horrible story
about fire that I have to tell, and this is extremely, extremely disturbing, it
was a little girl, she was a teenager when she was telling me. And she was
describing a barn where they used to go to have their meetings and they used to
gather outside the barn, and there would be chanting. And then as they went
inside the barn they would be split into different groups. And she was never
with any of her family, they all went to different places. And I asked her where
she had to go and she said "I was always in the burning room." And as she went
on to describe the burning room, I thought, how she came out of this, with any
sanity at all, I don't know. She was a very small child.
They would take in children,
probably pre-schoolers, and they would hang them from the rafters in this barn,
and there would be as many as five or ten hung in a row. They would be fully
clothed, which is unusual, because frequently they are naked. The children, like
this girl, were all given candles. And you can picture the ceremony as she
described it. And the candles were lit. Then the adults would go forward and
would pour liquid from a cup on each of the children's clothing, which was
obviously gasoline or kerosene. And then they would give a signal and the others
would have to go forward and set the children on fire. When they were done they
would cut them down. The first child that this girl had to kill was a cousin, a
little cousin. What does that do to you? But you couldn't object, because the
children that objected were killed. Frequently, she said, people would come in
families, not knowing that their child would be sacrificed, and she described
the screams when they realized that their child had been killed. ...
This child, about two years
ago, just fell to the ground at Christmastime, everyone thinks that Christmas is
such a wonderful time. And she confessed that she hated Christmas, she couldn't
wait until everything was put away, because all she could hear was babies
crying. Christmas is the time when the most babies die. And she covered her ears
and cried for 2- 1/2 hours, and screamed, "Stop it, stop it, stop it! Talk to
God and make him stop it!" All she could hear is the screams and the babies
crying. ...
Christmas for the children I
have talked to, has been one of the worst times. I have had three children tell
me about a very similar ceremony, and I will kind of merge that and tell you how
it went. They were taken to a church, and all the children, it is a very festive
occasion, and they are taken to the front of the church, and a small child is
now brought in, two of them talked about babies and they put them on a platform.
The adults are all celebrating and dancing, and singing and the children are
getting into the spirit of it, and what they are doing is forming a circle
around the child, and of course the child represents the child Jesus, and they
begin mocking, and spitting, and calling names, and then they encourage the
children to begin doing it, and you can imagine how it gets out of control. And
at some point they hand all of the children knives and then they are all
hacking, and slashing until the baby is dead, and then they all celebrate
because the child Jesus is dead.