https://old.bitchute.com/video/HLmFi2KNsKc2/
You will never be Adonai YHVH. Impossible. The created is not greater than the Creator. You are a nephilim meat sack that draws the breath of life because YHVH allows you to.
And that can change.
This is an old clip, but he's still just as dead now as then.